Transcript of Interview with B. Ruby Rich

Interviewed by Lynn Hershman
October 24, 2006
New York, NY
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Lynn Hershman: [Question inaudible (Dubs on Channel 2 only)]

B. Ruby Rich: Well, I first became aware of the feminist movement before I had any work or any sense of myself. Because it was in 1965, I was in high school, and my friend's mother told her to invite a few of us over because something very unusual. Was going to be happening, somebody was coming to speak to her and her friends and she thought we should be there.

So we went over, and it turned out that it was Betty Freidan, doing all these preliminary house parties, I guess, to organize the National Organization of Women. It was about two years after Feminine Mystique had come out, two or three years, and she was there to sort of mobilize housewives, and get them you know, to sort of believe in the cause. And they were all furious. Because she told them that by functioning as schoolteachers and nurses and secretaries, they were doing the housework of industry. And that they should, you know, demand better jobs, and they were all outraged, and felt insulted.

And um, we sat there listening to it all, wondering what all the fuss was about. And so it was a very bizarre way to first get introduced to feminism. But I suppose it wasn't really my feminism. That I got introduced to at that point. It was more a way of thinking about my mother, a way of thinking about women in the world, and that then took you know, another half decade, a decade, to filter down into something that I was taking on.

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: Well, I think that in a way, um, Betty Freidan was very old-fashioned for us, because we were all about life style. This was, you know, all about counter-culture, May '68, student strikes-uh, that's where/what I went into from there. You know, I came out of high school into that kind of world. Sex, drugs and rock 'n roll. And so that's what, you know, was the pre-feminist formation. It was about, you know, sleeping with lots of men and taking lots of drugs and hitchhiking around the country or around the world. And um, being anti-bourgeois, or being anti-materialistic and that's really what it was about.

And for me, feminism came out of that; it wasn't something separate. Um, it came out of a whole series of oppositional positions, a whole series of life style choices, and you know, it was almost a version of a kind of Salon des Refusée, you know. "No, I won't do that." Um, because you know, you have to remember the era that uh lots of us were coming out of, which is, seems inconceivable now. We were so restricted in terms of gender. I mean, I remember being yelled at, the job that I had when I dropped out of college and was working in an office, and I was reprimanded for wearing tights. I wasn't allowed to wear tights.

Because that meant that you were some sort of bohemian, untrustworthy, um, unreliable-I don't know what. And I was supposed to wear nylon stockings, and of course you know, skirts and dresses. It was a completely different era. So to move within a year or two from that to wearing, you know, thrift shop clothes and hats with veils and picking up people on the street to take home was like this giant leap.

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: Oh…let's see…nineteen-sixty-six, sixty-eight, seventy, seventy-two, that period.

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: Well, I think that figures in as well. I mean, I was a little bit late for Free Speech movement and Civil Rights movement. Um, I remember certain rallies, I remember the, you know, the death of, you know, Martin Luther King, the rallies, the death of Malcolm X. But it was all about anti-war activity. It was all about what in Boston was called "The Resistance." That was the organization that was organizing draft resistance. But of course that wasn't exactly feminist. That mostly meant, you know, sleeping with draft resistors.

It wasn't you know, like this really enormously feminist activity. It wasn't really gendered-it was gendered male, basically. Um, and so I was sort of a "hip chick." You know, that's what the role was at the time. Um, and if you keep a strong sense of yourself, then it can be a comfortable place to be. If not, you know, women really got chewed up by that. And I had, my good friend was in art school at the time. And she, I remember her telling me that it was really hard to get the attention of the teachers, and the professors, because they would tell the women students that they were just gonna get out of there and marry artists and have babies and they weren't gonna waste their time on them.

And um, I was working, I spent one summer working as an artists' model up at Tanglewood. I loved it, I could, you know, read Henry Miller and Anaïs Nin and sit around, you know, naked in the barn, then go out and then go out and have fun. I don't know. I mean, I don't know what I was thinking! Um, but, uh, that was the situation, I mean, Shulamith Firestone was an art student. At the school of the Art Institute of Chicago. Um, uh, Jerry Blumenthal who works with (?) made a, a, documentary about her, and about her art critique. Which Elizabeth Subrin re- restaged in this piece called Shulie. And it shows, I mean, I saw the original documentary, these male art professors, completely savaging her, denigrating her, telling her that her work as worth nothing, and she, suggested that she should have a different career.

And she did, you know, she became this, you know, feminist theorist. Firebrand. …stop being an artist.

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: Well, you know, I started out being interested in film as a social activity. I used to sell popcorn at the college film society, and my then boyfriend and I had a 16mm projector that had been stolen out of some abandoned closet somewhere on the university campus. And I had a very good friend who uh taught me photography, and he and I used to go out um shooting photographs together, and he was the treasurer of the Film Society.

And after we graduated, we moved to Boston together, and I really missed, having uh, films around, because this was in the era of pre-video-well, pre-VCRs and VHS, I mean, people had Portapacks. But it was an era before you could get movies on video. And so the only way you could see films was to have a 16mm projector and, you know, some kind of really big 16mm film rental budget. And so we decided we really missed it and we started a film society in Woodshole, Massachusetts, for the summer. We both worked in these crummy jobs in Boston for a year. Saved money. He managed to find another projector in another closet somewhere, and we started up a little community film society. In Woodshole, Massachusetts. Now, this is pre-video. All these city people there at the Woodshole Oceanographic Institute with nothing to do. Um, one movie theater playing, you know, third-run Hollywood, and we were a huge hit.

Uh, we started up this repertory house. We showed a different film every night, we charged one dollar, we gave out free popcorn. We dressed up in costumes to go with the films. We made up mixed tapes of music from the same era. We'd go on the local Cape Cod radio station, Saturday morning, to talk about our movies for that weekend. We were like a legend. Everyone loved us. We did hand-drawn posters uh, that my friend would draw and I would write, I would type on the typewriter. We would put them up all over town, they were collectors' items.

And, you know, we showed things like Touch of Evil, and you know, The Marx brothers, Sancho the Bailiff-the kind of thing you would see at repertory houses back then. And I got really hooked on that. And so we moved to Chicago together, and decided we were gonna start a film program at the Art Institute School, where he was gonna go to school. And we found out that there was this new thing starting there. A film center and it had funding. It was legitimate. It had funding by something called the National Endowment for the Arts. That had just started this new, um, program, to start up this kind of non-profit exhibition.

It was modeled on something called the Pacific Film Archive, in Berkeley. And um, he got hired as the projectionist and I got hired as the ticket-taker, and I started learning all about film, and it was pure autodidacticism. And I loved it, and nobody every told me not to. So it wasn't bad.

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: Well, I was working for someone who had, was very insecure about her own authority. So she was afraid to hire, as her assistant and eventually associate director, anybody coming out of film schools, or Ph.D.s. She was afraid they would just take over from her. Um, so I was perfect for her. And I was very willing to work very hard, I was twelve-hour days. And um, I was in charge of getting mostly graduate students to write our film program notes-because you had to have program notes, with your film. That was part of the NEA requirement.

But sometimes the film print would be delayed, and there wasn't time to get anyone. To write the notes. So then I had to do it. So I carried a 16mm print home, and put it up on the projector. This is pre-computer, so then I had to put the paper into the typewriter, and it better come out exactly the right length by the end, so I had to think really fast on my think. Figure out, you know, what I could say in a paragraph, and run it to the printer in time for the show that night. That was my training in film criticism. It was the craziest profession by default.

But I never took it seriously, because I thought, "Well, come on. Who's reading this? They're gonna read it in the theater and half the time at the end of the evening they were thrown all over the floor you know? It was worse than, you know, writing for a tabloid. And I never took it seriously, and only years later, did I find out that filmmakers kept those, distributors kept them. They were circulated. Um, people would Xerox them and send them around and then eventually some of them began to be reprinted, and then I discovered that Jump Cut, which started off as a radical film magazine, in Chicago at that time, wanted to start printing some of them, and I thought, "Oh, okay," and that's how it all started.

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: I honestly can't say, that I ever felt any gender resistance back then. Later I would. But in the beginning, um, I think there was tremendous momentum to it. There was tremendous joie de vivre to it. I was young. I think people thought I was sort of a novelty? I was kind of fearless? I think I had more nerve, maybe, than I do now? I'd say, I'd write anything, say anything that I thought. And I really had fun with it.

And the point at which it began to change was when some friends of mine, who were getting their Ph.D.s at Northwestern…I need a sip of water…

And I think it changed when some friends of mine who were graduate students at Northwestern-who are now both quite well known, Bruce Jenkins and Bill Harrigan-invited me to go with them to a film conference at Purdue University, to do a panel on questions of naming in film studies. And Bill was going to talk about melodrama and Bruce was gonna talk about structuralist [structuralism?] and I was going to talk about feminist [feminism?]. And this became this big manifesto, that ended up writing [who ended up writing…?] and publishing in Jump Cut, on the crisis of naming in feminist film criticism.

And that's when I began. To encounter some resistance. When I suddenly began to cross over into a more scholarly sector, into a more theoretical. World. And that's when I began to get a kind of reaction of, "Wait a minute, who are you?"

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: No, I never took it too seriously.

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: Well, my whole education in film really happened in those early years in Chicago. And uh, in 1972-73, I was living in this loft with a bunch of art school boys. We used to do rent parties, for the school to make our rents, we always had blues, fabulous legendary blues bands playing there. And somebody was bringing Carolee Schneemann to town. And they asked if we could do the party there afterwards. And I said okay. And um, at the screening, which my friend Warner was the projectionist for, and where I was sort of somehow involved, I don't know what I was doing there, she came under attack.

And it was um this early kind of really radical feminist audience. And they were furious that she had made this film in which she was having sex with her boyfriend. They thought that um, intercourse was demeaning to women. And she was also showing herself going down on him, giving him blow jobs. They thought that this was self-exploitation, that this was an example of false consciousness. People were just up in arms, she had to barricade herself inside the projection booth, and then we had to kind of smuggle her out over to our loft for a party of celebration, because we thought, "What, what was wrong with those women?" you know.

And I used to say that's where I discovered the difference between party women and "Party women'-capital P, small p. The women who were ideological and the women who wanted to have a good time. That was kind of an early glimmer of a kind of feminist split, I suppose. But what happened in that same period, was that a group of women and I were organizing the Women's Film Festival. For Chicago, it took place in 1974. And I was working with this British woman who happened to be in town, by the name of Laura Mulvey. Because she was married to a guy, Peter Wollen, who was teaching at Northwestern.

For all anyone knew, she was a faculty wife. She had yet written her famous "Visual Pleasure" article. She was still working at Compendium Bookstore back in London (tremendous crash)…

And she was just hanging out, you know, in Chicago-in Evanston, actually, with, with Peter and their son, Chad. And um, was sort of advising us on this women's film festival. And we had an example of one that had been done in Canada, that was a very famous one? Um, that we all looked to? And so we were very busy organizing this and the Chicago Tribune. Offered to pay for it. And it wasn't the editorial side, it was the marketing department, because the Chicago Tribune, then as now, is a very conservative newspaper, and they wanted to expand the subscription base, they were losing ground to the Sun-Times.

Where Roger Ebert was. And so Gene Siskell convinced them that they should finance this women's film festival, and called me up and asked if I would, you know, do this, with Patricia Erens. Uh, who also went on to become quite well known for her writing. And unfortunately, we said, "Oh, no, this is a feminist film festival. We have to have a collective." And so we organized a collective, and this became like endless headaches, with women fighting over who would get to do what and who was going to get credit.

But in fact, we put on this tremendous film festival. We had 10,000 people come. In 10 days. To see films. Um, Gene Siskell was basically ordered by the Tribune, to write about it every day. Every day he had to review our film festival, because it was their event. They had ads in every day, and I had to go to all these negotiating meetings with the marketing meetings and I would take cigars. I didn't smoke. But I thought, I have to somehow hold my own with these marketing guys.

So I would go there with cigars and I would sit there at the table and say, "No, we need this," and "You need to increase the budget," and make demands and they always said okay. And they were quite happy because all the coverage that came out, said, "What is the Chicago Tribune doing?" Sponsoring something like this? So they were happy, they changed their image. And that was where I first got to meet Nellie Kaplan (pronounces it Kaplan). Who we brought in. And she had made a film called um, A Very Curious Girl. And this film is sort of representative of that moment. In early feminist film. Because part of that was about discovering women filmmakers around the world, who were being discriminated against, were unknown, didn't have distribution, because they were women.

That was like one of the big, um, functions, of the Women's Film Festivals. So we brought her and she had made a film about a small town where one woman, central character, is a prostitute, a mistress, to half the men in town, and has finally had enough. And sneaks into the church, in the early morning, with her tape recorder. Puts it up in the rafters, and turns it on and leaves, and goes off with a traveling projectionist who's come to town with a movie show. And when everyone files into the church they begin to hear, all of the wayward husbands, talking to her, telling their secrets, complaining about their wives, and nobody can get up there that's her revenge, her final revenge.

So this kind of film, that was taking on bourgeois morality, that was turning the tables, that was talking about women's revenge, that was talking about women owning their own sexuality and not suffering for it. That was in a way a kind of emblematic film for that moment, and the kind of film that people were looking at, when they were trying to come up with the idea of what a feminist film should be. It should be about changing representations of women. It should be about changing the way we look at women's bodies. It was about rediscovering women, so sometimes that meant women filmmakers.

But also, another film we brought, was called Antonia. It was made by Joe Godmellow, and it was financed by the, the, huge megastar of the time, Judy Collins. Because Antonia had been her music teacher, who could never get a job as an orchestra conductor, because there was no orchestra that they would allow women to conduct. Nobody would have her.

So it was all about societal injustice, blocking women's opportunities. So you had all of these different kinds of trends running through these early festivals. And there was this notion of a very large umbrella that everybody should be there. There were workshops in portapacks, how women could make their own media. Which wasn't so easy then as now. Um, there were all kinds of uh debates, around the films that we were seeing. And there was an internationalism, to those events, that sometimes got people into trouble.

Um, for example, uh, that film festival, we had somehow ending up bringing Leni Riefenstahl, to show The Blue Light [Das Blaue Licht (The Blue Light, 1932)] because we thought even though she made all of these you know, really contemptible ideological-marked Nazi films, before that, she had made this really interesting nature film. About this sort of you know, wild um, nature girl, climbing the mountain peaks. So, "let's bring that one." Well, all hell broke loose. There were demonstrations, and before we could uninvite her, she uninvited herself. She just went to Telluride instead.

But that set off a whole debate, in the pages of the New York Review of Books, between Susan Sontag and Adrienne Rich. Over what was at stake with women's film festivals, and what was being claimed in the name of feminism. So it was a fascinating period, you know, it was such an explosive time, where all of this was really getting sorted out. There wasn't the ideology yet, there wasn't a prescriptive way of doing things, and half the intoxication was that we were there helping to figure it out, helping to write what this was going to be.

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: Well…you know, one of the things about that early time, is that um, a lot of worlds were in the same room together. You didn't have the academic women off at university, in department meetings, figuring out what should be required, for the canon, what should be required for the syllabus. Those courses didn't exist yet, they were just about to be invented. Nobody working in film then had degrees in film. At the same time, there wasn't an expectation of what women's cinema should be, because so little of it had been made.

Um, and, at, you know, people weren't professionalized in the same way yet, so everyone's opinion counted equally. That was both wonderful and a total nightmare. And sometimes it just simply ground to a halt. But when it didn't grind to a halt, then you could sometimes get a kind of combustion. A kind of nitroglycerin effect, that shot off all kinds of new directions and ideas in really productive ways. And that's some of what occurred then. So we were reading Women in Film magazine, which was trying to draw a certain line. Uh, at the same time, wanting all women to be covered because if it's a woman's film it should be covered.

Camera Obscura split off from Women in Film then and for a while had a very, very orthodox line, in keeping with the orthodoxy that had already overtaken avant-garde. When Jonas Mekas and Anthology Film Archive and Annette Michelson and Peter Kubelka and all of these people were decreeing what cinema should be, and throwing all kinds of people out to the margins. You have to remember that in those early days, Yvonne Rainer wasn't part of the avant-garde, because she had people. And dialogue, and stories, instead of just having the minimalist materiality of cinema going on.

Joyce Wheelant (?) was kicked out. Michael Snow was let in. All of this was happening in that period in the '70s. And um, I think that uh, it didn't always turn out the way people expected. You know, I remember going to the (?)heist Experimental Film Festival, in 1974, and meeting this young woman filmmaker that Laura Mulvey had told me to look out, who was doing something interesting. And she was there to see what was going on in experimental film because her work had been rejected. Turned down. Not, not up to snuff. She was Chantal Akerman.

The next film she made, after that, was Je, tu, il, elle and then Jeanne Dielman. Nineteen-seventy-six, I went to the Edinburgh Film Festival. And it was um, a festival on avant-garde cinema. I met this young performance artist, who was doing really avant-garde performances and was interested, getting interested in making films and her name was Sally Potter. And uh, I met Yvonne Rainer there and we went driving around the Highlands for a week. And so there was a sense in which this was all coming to be, people were struggling with notions, on what it should be. What was it that was coming into being.

So with Yvonne, it was about the legitimacy of emotion. The legitimacy of women's emotions. And how you could choreograph that, coming out of dance, into film. What that would mean. How we read gender through what we saw on screen. All of that kind of notorious work she'd done in dance, being carried over into film. (? Unclear)

With Chantal, it was all about how you represents women's time. Showing Jeanne Dielman in almost real time. It wasn't really, but it passed for that. Something must closer to real time. And what having the camera, famously, set at her own height, so everybody said, "Oh, this is like Ozu." And she said, "No, I'm just short." And um, different women were coming up with different solutions. As to what, you know, this should be, what this might be.

Sometimes this was very bare bones documentary. Especially coming out of women on the left. Who wanted to represent women's struggles, who came up with things like The Woman's Film from California Newsreel. And, um, by the time it got to New York, in 1981, they were beginning to finance the cross-over fiction films, out of the Arts Council, so things like Claudia Weill's Girlfriends, or um, I think Susan Seidelman then had already made Smithereens, and a whole new feature movement was starting, and that was going to change everything. And before long, you had filmmakers like Lizzie Borden making Born in Flames and Sheila McLaughlin doing Committed and She Must Be Seeing Things.

And, and everything began to shift yet again. But there was always a struggle around those films. I remember a very um, uh, respected film festival, that I used to go to, and the director telling me that they couldn't show Born in Flames, "because it was just so technically terrible of course." But, what were they showing? You know, made by men back then (speaking softly), what films were they showing that they had no such objection to?

LH: And now?

BRR: I don't think things are all that different nowadays. Um, I think what's different is there is that there isn't any movement behind a different approach to filmmaking? Um, you know, we have certain signpost directors you know, we can point to the legacy. Of Chantal Akerman or Ulrike Ottinger or Patricia Rosamaar (?) or Yvonne Rainer. By now, Sally Potter. Many, many, many different filmmakers. We can look at um, Rose Troche films, we can look at Cheryl Dunye's Watermelon Woman, we can look at Mary Herron's work. All of it very exciting, but the field has gotten more and more and more crowded.

And as the women in Eastern Europe discovered, when the Soviet Union came to an end, and their careers, which under the Soviet system had flourished because they wanted women filmmakers, they wanted women directors, they wanted local and national cinemas-their careers collapsed because suddenly all anyone cared about was the free market. Well, that's essentially what's happened in the United States, as well, and many other parts of the world.

France is the big exception. France cares about the cultural patrimony. Of the cinema. And so that's where you find. Women directors who are able to make film after film after film. Interesting, isn't it? Whether it's Catherine Breillat or Claire Denis or Chantal Akerman or the millions of other French women directors who keep making films. They're able to, because there's something to put into. The decision making process. Other than what investor can be found and what return can be had.

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: I was totally part of the feminist art world in Chicago. In the 'seventies when I lived there. All of my friends were in ARC and Artemisia. Um, Hollis Sigler, who was my very dear friend, uh, was one of the founding members. She lived downstairs in the loft building that I lived in. Um, in 19-let's see, what year did we all move in there, 1974, we all moved into this loft building, and then, in a few months, uh, Kate Horsefield and Lynn Blumenthal moved in downstairs, and we all were part of figuring out what was going on and where, what we thought was important.

And who we thought should be paid attention to. So, Lynn and Kate, you know, drove off to the Southwest to tape a video interview with Georgia O'Keefe. And went out to the Woman's Building to, you know, learn from what Arlene Raven was doing there. I was reading Heresies, I was reading Chrysalis, I was published in both of them. My feminist "Crisis of feminist film criticism" piece was published in Heresies. In 1976, I had met Joan Braderman at a huge anti-bicentennial march? In Philadelphia? She was involved with Heresies and said, "You have to start publish in Heresies, we're doing this special issue, can we have your piece?"

Um, I was hooked up with Chrysalis, through [sounds like--Lenny/Rennie Kay (?) and Arlene Raven who I got to know. And she wanted me and Michelle Citron, who was then teaching at, uh, Northwestern, to put together a special section on women's films and feminist filmmaking. And we thought that Chyrsalis had the wrong idea. We thought that they had a really backward view. Of what feminist film should be, so we decided we were going to put together this huge, encyclopedic insane special section. On women's films, and all kinds of people. Wrote entries for this. And then Chrysalis folded before it ever got printed. I still have it in a file folder somewhere.

And again, these worlds for me weren't very separate. I was writing about my friends' work. I was interested in photography, I had started, I was a photographer, and still was following what was going on. I was following Holly Sigler's work, and on and off throughout the years wrote about that. I don't know, I think that there was kind of exuberance to the feminist enterprise that crossed the discipline lines that the boys were still paying attention to.

And so we were able to cross those lines along with that, along with that spirit and energy. And it made life a much more interesting place, really, to be. Um, yeah.

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: Well, something very funny happened when I arrived at the New York State Council on the Arts. Because, um, a lot of women thought that since I was now here, finally, like life was going to be a Utopia. And one of the groups that I met with was called Women Make Movies. And it was a small filmmaking collective, that taught filmmaking to ordinary women. Uh, they did production workshops, that was also very much a part of that feminist impulse. From the 'seventies. When I went to look at the organization, I didn't like what I saw, I thought that they were just using this as a slush pile for their own work. They weren't really doing workshops.

I was very stern. I don't know, I was taking my job very seriously. And I defunded them. That's what I did when I got there, and there was this uproar! That you know, here this feminist lesbian had arrived at the Arts Council, and had defunded this group. That had been supported for years. Um, and so one of the interns came to talk to me about what they could do to get the funding back.

And her name was Debbie Zimmerman. And I said, "Well, I think distribution, the distribution part of what you're doing is really good. Why don't you expand that?" That's my recollection anyway, maybe she'll tell a different story. And so she took over, and I immediately restored funding to them, and doubled it and tripled it, and it became one of the most successful organizations that I funded in that period. ….sorry.

Productions grants, for filmmaking, were relatively new then. They had only begun to be able to start funding individual filmmakers in 1976 with special money for the Bicentennial. And I arrived in the beginning of 1981. So it was just five years into being able to do it. And the way in which women didn't show up adequately was that there was a huge emphasis on avant-garde film. As defined by the boys, mostly. As the "artistic" kind of film that the Arts Council should be supporting. And what I tried to do very fast, was expand that. Um, to a much larger group. Because of course experimental film was changing at this time as well.

Uh, feature filmmaking was started. Documentaries were flourishing. And so I tried to really expand the vision of what was an appropriate use of um, the state tax money. For filmmaking. And almost inevitably, almost immediately, um, it was very easy to kind of see a lot of women getting funded. It was nothing that I had to really impose, or think about-although I was accused, by some of the old guard, of avant-garde male filmmakers. Who now felt pushed out. I was accused. Of having these instituted quotas and having them for women, and have an ideological you know, row to hoe, but it really wasn't true.

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: I don't know what the answer is to that.

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: Um, well I was, I was fighting uh, through some of this period, with the women from Camera Obscura. Journal. Because I felt they had this psychoanalytic line, that had been laid down over everything and began to smother what I saw. As this great lowering. Of experimentation and creativity and imagination.

So I was often fighting with them, in the late 'seventies and early 'eighties. Um, I used to call them the "Obscurettes." And so I got this hilarious phone call last year, from Patty White, who is now on the editorial board. Of Camera Obscura. Asking me if I would join their editorial advisory board. And she said the question that they had before asking me was, "For how many minutes would I laugh, when I got this phone call?" Because it was kind of a laying down of very, very old swords.

But of course by now, the Journal's complete different. It's not what it was back then or what I objected to back then. Um, uh, Laura Mulvey, who had been my uh, good friend uh, in the 'seventies, uh, had gone in very dif-, opposite theoretical directions from me, and we never really fought but we kind of had less and less, to do with each other. Uh, when I was involved with Jump Cut in the late 'seventies, I had been fighting very vigorously, with Teresa de Laureates and Steven Heath over their elitism.

And many years later, oh! In, must have been the late 'eighties, I was at a conference, with Theresa, at Bellagio. And the night before the conference we spent the evening in Milano together and she wanted me to meet some of the Italian women from the feminist bookstore collective. And we were walking back to our lodgings at the end of the evening, and uh, having had a bit of wine to drink, and she turned to me and said, "You know? I used to hate you!" And I said, "Yeah, me too," you know. "Isn't it good that time is over."

So I think by now a lot of us, um, who survived those fights? Bloodied but, you know, relatively unscarred? Are kind of like the old CIA and KGB agents who get together for reunions. Who else? Knows what we were fighting over. Who else is interested in these issues, that have really been consigned. To a sort of historic scrap pile that people don't seem all that concerned about anymore. So it's kinda fun. I, I don't know that I have any enemies left, from those old days.

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: (overlap) Well! I think, I think in the art world, um, feminism had a huge impact, because who was I meeting at this time? You know, Ana Mendieta was my good friend. Um, uh, her death was an enormous moment, in the history of the later days of this kind of thing. Um, the kind of work that Lucy Lippard was writing about, the site-specific work. Um, a lot of women were doing work that incorporated their bodies, instead of the body being the enemy. Uh, a female body being the enemy of an artist or the muse for an artist-suddenly it really became? Not just the stuff of work but the tool of work?

Um, the kind of films that Carolee Schneemann did. Uh, the kind of work that Barbara Kruger began to do? I met Barbara Kruger for the first time down at Linda Cates' loft (?). Or Reed (?) Morton's work. This was my tragic involvement with the art world, I'd gone away to Latin America for four months. I'd taken a leave from my job at the film center, and we had sublet our loft to Reed (?) Morton. And we came back from Latin America, after four months, arrived at the loft that night, to discover, that Reed Morton had been in a terrible car accident and was hovering between life and death.

And all of her stuff was there in the loft and we didn't want to move anything, we, I was sure that if we moved anything. It would change the energy and make her die. And so we kept everything exactly as it was. Stayed with a friend, and then she died. And her daughter had to come back and clear all of her fantastic work. Out of our loft.

So my sense of the feminist movement then, was that women were kind of strumming the art world. The kind of work that my friend Holly did that rejected. The male standards of mastery, she was celebrated as a photorealist painter, and I mean, absolutely rejected it. Turned her back on it, and began to paint in a mock primitive style, like a folk artist. To reclaim a female voice. I was very, very aware, of that. And I think that early filmmakers like, Yvonne Rainer, Chantal Akerman, Sally Potter, uh, uh, Ulrike Ottinger, did a similar thing for filmmaking at that time. That they began to move out of old-fashioned narratives. Began to pick up with the kind of energy that came out of something like the Warhol scene.

Began to pick up some of the energy that came out of European art cinema. And think about new ways of telling stories. And new kinds of bodies to tell stories with. Um, and I think that that, you know, had a very short-lived place, and then very quickly. Got taken up. By you know, new genres, different ways of making films. Um, new productions scales that required more money. And (voice trails off)

I think you see it happening again, with video. I think you see some women once again. Charge through in a kind of feminist wave, into a new kind of fresh video practice, in the '80s. And then you see it with the new queer cinema again, although on a much more minor note. Gets dominated by the guys, they're the ones that can get the money. But Rose Troche and Guinevere Turner come in and make Go Fish. Lisa Cholodenko comes in and makes High Art. Uh, Cheryl Dunye comes in and makes Watermelon Woman. Um, and uh, there's tons and tons of videos are being made, by all kinds of women, uh, doing terrific work.

And this creates a new platform, from which, once again, a style gets consolidated, and the guys gets advanced. I think that's what happens, I think a lot of these doors get broken down, by the women, and then later by these um, queer women filmmakers, and then it shifts. You see something like um, Trinh Minh-ha changing the shape of a certain kind of experimental film. In the 1980s, and that's very powerful. Where she's taking on ethnography and anthropology on one hand. But she's also taking on a kind of national parochialism and/in a system of a different kind. Of Third World inclusiveness.

And that's very powerful for people. Uh, nowadays you see somebody like Lucrecia Martel, in Argentina, doing La Cienega, and La Niña Santa, and putting women's stories, and women's way of observing life, and … let me start that again.

Right now you see somebody like um, Lucrecia Martel. In Argentina. Making a very new fresh kind of Latin American Cinema that's all about. A woman's vision, and it's very subtle. It's all about how women look, how women observe. What makes sense. What you notice. And she's constituting new kinds of narratives around that that are just wild. That are completely uh, unwilling to stop at any boundary. And so that in La Cienega, you know, drunken mothers are falling out into the glass, and the girl is climbing into bed with the maid, and the brother's sleeping with his father's mistress. And the sexual order is really thrown up in the air. So much so that she caught the attention of Almodóvar, and he and his brother produced her new film, La Niña Santa, the Holy Girl. That's about young girls fuse eroticism with religion. And the, the complete disaster that that can lead to.

So I think there's still places around the world, where these kinds of sparks are being set off. But the kind of moment that you had in the 'eighties, when women like um, Allison Anders are really kind of getting…let me think…

But I think that the kind of openness that you found at an earlier moment of fea-- American independent feature movement, the Indie movement, when you had people like Allison Anders being able to work really productively, uh, Nancy Savoko (?) being able to work really productively. Uh, Susan Seidelman being able to get bankrolled-that moment kind of vanished, in a rush for the boys.

And so I think there's, you know, it wouldn't be bad, to have another round on this. But there's not a vocabulary for doing it anymore, frankly. Every time that I'm on a panel to discuss women's filmmaking, or a feminist film, or why isn't there more representation? You can't get anyone. To agree on even the basic facts or the basic contours.

And women will sit there, young women will sit there on the panel and say, "Oh, but those other women did it wrong, I'm doing it right, I know how to take meetings," you know, "We're being trained…" And every time, I end up having to act up. And I stop the panel, and I say, "This is not about personal style. This is not about how good or bad you are at this. Don't kid yourself. This is systemic, and come back in five years and talk to me."

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: I think sexuality was very central and at the same time very fraught, in those early years. You know, Carolee Schneemann was almost alone, in terms of what she was doing. Uh, although there was this notorious piece that was made by Yoko Ono and John Lennon. Uh, called Rape about aligning a woman being pursued by a camera, with the act of rape.

Um, with Carolee, it wasn't that, it was all about using the camera to create a kind of sexual vision, to create a kind of sexual fulfillment. But I think that a lot of women back then were really uneasy about it. You know, people were going around making statements like, famously, "The women's liberation movement is not a movement for sexual liberation." A lot of women were afraid that if they took up the sexual subject matter, they would fall right back into that, you know, lie on your back and enjoy it ethos of the New Left, male hippie culture, that they were kind of crawling out of.

So I think there were a lot of, of double messages. Um, at the same time there was all of this uh, of debate around the "myth' of the female orgasm. Uh, there was the sense that women would be had sexually. So not only was it maybe not fit for representation, but, you know, what, how were women going to transform sex itself any way? Um, then there was all this radical separatism that started up. Some of what turned into Lesbianism, some of which didn't.

So there was a lot of staking out of territory. Um, there was a lot of ideology that was too clear, and yet there was a lot of confusion. So out of that, what kinds of representations could you have? And I think that a lot of women felt implicated in pornography. Because coming out of the '60s, you were supposed to go to pornography. This was supposed to be "cool." If you didn't want to go to pornography, you were some sort of puritanical, old-fashioned woman. And so going into feminism out of that, you kind of get the bends. You know, where are you supposed to go?

So on the one hand, there were these wonderful celebratory kinds of films, what Carolee was doing. On the other hand, there were women who said, um, women's bodies should not be represented on the screen, because they're inherently objectifying and exploitative, um, to do that. It's it's, I'm sorry…

Women's bodies shouldn't be represented on the screen, because to do so, is inherently exploitative and objectifying. And so you have somebody like the British um a- structuralist filmmaker Peter Gidal saying, "From this day forward, I will not put women in my films. Because," you know, "as a feminist, I cannot do this." And um, then, uh, you have women trying to unpack sexuality in other ways. So that you have Chantal Akerman using her own body, in Je, tu, il, elle, to show herself in bed with another woman. This was outrageous, and in later interviews, she actually said she wished she hadn't done it, because she didn't realize, um, how this would kind of haunt the rest of her career.

Then, Sally Potter makes Thriller, which is all about unpacking the sexual myths of La Bohème, and how women get used so men can be heroes, in the work of great, grand opera. And this becomes a kind of sexual manifesto as well, because at the very end, the two women, Mimi and Musetta, turn to each other and say, "We never had a chance to know each other. If we had, maybe we could have loved each other," and go to climb out the window. Um, or rather the man goes to climb out the window, to remove himself from the scene.

So, you have people playing with all of this. Ulrike Ottinger, Madame X, the women sail off on a pirate ship. And Yvonne Rainer, who's over in Berlin on a DAD grant, gets on the pirate ship with them, and off they sail to found a new world order, composed of, you know, erotic female sexuality.

Uh, it was an imaginative leap, to think that women could represent sexuality on the screen, without somehow being either condemned by it, without its being career suicide, without being laughed at, or without being attacked by other women. Because that wasn't any nicer, in those days. And it's only later, when the larger social discourse around sex that evolves. After the 1980s, after the fights on the anti-pornography movement and what I call the "sex wars."

The um, the sex positive work that got done. The kind of writing that got done by Carol Vance and Ann Snitow and Janet Thompson, (???) and others. That you begin to have a way of approaching this material on screen. And then you begin to see much more daring. You begin to see films that can take this up. And so ultimately now we have films like Catherine Breillat's um, really groundbreaking. Films she makes in France. Or the work of Linda Williams, the scholar, in Analyzing Pornography, and imagining how women relate to that.

But, you know, you're talking about different decades. Uh, Carolee Schneemann has already been diced and shredded by the time these larger debates come along and are able to kind of create a level playing field. And then she comes right back. And then, you know, she gets sort of searched out and celebrated and becomes a kind of goddess figure to a whole new generation of women.

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: Huge. Huge.

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: But when Marcia Tucker put on um, the Bad Girl show up in the museum, that was, you know, another signal moment. Um, of trying to say, Okay, what does it mean to be a bad girl in the art world? And my favorite exhibition then was the, the San Francisco women who worked, someplace like Lusty Lady and took photographs of their customers. And had these amazing. Black and white photographs of her customers in their booths. Jerking off or doing whatever they were doing, while she was performing.

I asked her how she was ever able to get those images and she said she gave 'em a discount.

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: Uh, but, you know, the, the kinds of systemic battle lines that were drawn were really clear, at the time of um, Ana Mendieta's death. When even some of the best-known feminist art critics and feminist artists wouldn't come to her defense. And wouldn't testify at the trial. And wouldn't help to convict Carl Andre.

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: Because they were um torn by split allegiances? And were too connected? To Carl Andre from the old days of minimalism. To be willing to go against that male establishment that immediately closed ranks around him. All of the male artists …put up the money for his very expensive defense attorney. Um, Rauschenberg, all the rest of them. And even the Guerrilla Girls. Were so split. By differences. That they weren't even able to put out a fucking poster. In her defense. That was a sad moment (speaking very softly) for what's happened.

LH: [Question inaudible]

BRR: Nineteen-eighty-five. And Barbara Kruger. Was one of the only women. From the art world. That came to that trial every day. And saw what he was saying and what he was lying about. Because he told the art world not to come. "Don't come to this." And therefore they never heard the testimony. They never heard what he had actually done. Or what he was suspected of doing. And Barbara Kruger, and Nancy Spero were the two artists that came. And oh, what's her name…the Italian woman…(speaking very softly)…she was the only other one. And that was it.

Um, and uh, you know, Nancy Spero and Barb Kruger were terrific…I'll never forget that. Other than that, you know, the women that came to that courtroom, it was like a wedding. The groom's side was absent. The bride's side was packed. With artists of color. Cubans. A few, few, few, few really staunch feminist artists, and those of us who were (?) the artist's friends.

LH: What advice would I give young artists today?

BRR: What advice would I give to young filmmakers? Um, the film schools are full of women now. But there also filled with ideology that says that you will fail or succeed purely on the basis of your own talent and brilliance. I would advise women to not believe that? I would advise women to make really strong contacts, with each other and with the men who are willing to be true collaborators. And I would advise them to kick out the stops. To kick through the plasterboard. I would advise them not to spend five years working on their screenplay, like some women I know.

I would advise them not to make polite films. I would advise them to make the lowest budget films they can, and the strongest voices they can, and to learn a lesson from the whole Riot Grrrls movement in music. In the old days I never would have believed that women would have broken through in rock music and not in film. That would have been absolutely inconceivable to me. And yet that's what happened.

And um, you know, I remember when Sadie Benning, first made her Fisher-Price pixelvision videos, and got celebrated all over the world by the time she was eighteen. And then kind of ran away from it. I remember thinking, why aren't more women doing this? Where's all the rest of them? Well, we're in a whole new technological moment again. When You-tube and podcasts are for a minute, just for a minute, scrambling the hierarchies. And I would say, Get in there fast. It's all gonna coalesce again.

The walls of the Red Sea are parting and they come back really fast. But you know, Stuart Hall, in his work in cultural studies has always pointed out, that amidst these hegemonic structures, there's always points of contradiction. There's always windows of opportunity that you can sneak through, when the gears are shifting. And I would say, Sneak through and keep going, and don't, like Lot's wife, turn back to see if anyone's gaining on you.

LH: Anything else?

Interviewer II: …you obviously need support…critical…

BRR: The whole question of critical and popular support is a really crucial one. Part of the reason that the feminist art movement could happen, was that there were feminists writing about art. Part of the reason that the women's film movement could happen was that there were women starting magazines to write about them. Um, part of the reason that underground film could happen way back when was that there was an underground press.

Part of the reason that the anti-Vietnam War movement could happen the way it did was because there was an underground press. So, coverage is really crucial. Debate is really crucial. Um, I think kinship systems are really important. I think networks of/and friends are really important. So I would say, have a lot of parties. Play in traffic. Find backers. Don't be doctrinaire. Accumulate allies. And I think that men have a great ability to do this. Men have a great ability to get their game together, to be generous to one another and you end up with entourage, right?

Where's the women's version of entourage? I don't think it's really Charlie's Angels-maybe that's as close as it gets, but that would be depressing. So I would say that there need to be some girl gangs. That women need to take a page out of the Riot Grrrl's book. Take a page out of the Bitch magazine book. Um, and figure out, um, a DIY system that can work again.

Uh, the problem is, that women never feel safe enough to do that. That women never feel confident enough to do that. There's a terrible lack of generosity because everyone can see there's not enough to go around. They don't believe, that by getting more, everyone can get more. That more is more. Um, I like to think that women's sports helps this. I like to think that women's soccer helps this. That there's a way in which um, u h, team spirit uh can be taught (…?), in schools, in a way that wasn't possible pre-Title IX, when I went through. But so far, I can't say I've seen it. Carried through.

Um, I'm always optimistic, though. I think the technological changes right now, create a possibility, for a kind of amnesiac optimism.

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Part 2 of 2

BRR: And of course there were lots of conflicts in this period too, and lots of, you know, mud wrestling, dirt fights. Over different kinds of issues, and one of the big issues, in the '80s, was around race. Because, it had become apparent that the um, women's movement seemed to have, you know, evolved into this very middle-class white feminist movement. That was um, you know, just ridiculous in terms of the kind of organizing that could go on, the kind of issues that should have primacy, and this erupted into the world of, of film making and video as well.

So that there were um a lot of fights over who was getting to define what the turf was. You know, why were the white women the ones that were getting the grants, and then, you know, maybe a few women of color would be invited to a conference. Who was getting uh the productions green-lighted, who was getting to define issues. And I remember this very contentious conference at Hunter College. In the '80s in New York. That left a lot of bruised feelings.

Um, Coco Fusco was beginning to write about um, uh film and video at that time, wasn't yet doing performances or making pieces. She was often found at the kind of fault line at some of these sorts of fights. Uh, Trinh Mihn-ha was a very big voice in them. In terms of requiring/inquiring, or rethinking in terms of, you know, who were the self or who the other really were in these situations.

And I think that was immensely healthy, I think that a lot of important work came out of it. But it was very bruising. For some of the women involved with it. Uh, class became an issue. Sexuality became an issue. I remember uh Sheila McLaughlin ripped out of a projector in London, the women furious that she had made a sadomasochistic film-hardly! I mean, I, I show it to students now, and they say, "Where? Where? What were they talking about?"

And yet at the time, you know, this was beyond the bounds. So, lots of these kinds of line kept being drawn, and battles being fought, over sexuality. Over um, uh, the place of lesbianism, and feminist film, I remember being part of the Jump Cut special issue on Lesbian film actually denouncing all feminist film theory for excluding lesbianism.

And so these fights really um, were being joined pretty reliably every half decade. And really never resolved then, you know, sort of moving on, to the next battlefront. And I was often moving between them, because I was doing a lot of international travel. I was going to Cuba, I was going to Latin America. I remember taking a print of Lizzie Borden's "Born in Flames" to the first Rio film festival, just at the end of the dictatorship. Or going to Cuba, where uh Delphine Seyrig the late, great, Delphine Seyrig, was fighting with the Cuban men, over the lack of representation of women video artists.

And, you know, and, and we're, Maria, Maria Russo Bemberg's film was playing that starred Julie Christy as Miss Mary, or where Susana Amoral, the mother of nine, from São Paolo, who'd never made a film. Till she went to NYU film school was there, with her film, "The Hour of the Star." Based on the work of, of, um, Climis (?) La Specter (?), who was hardly even known. In the United States then. One of the greatest Brazilian writers. So there was a lot of ignorance. There was lot of um, uh, myopic vision. There were a lot of the field that was being defined, exclusively, through a certain theoretical lens that left out Latin America, that left out lesbian thinking, left out um, women of color. Left out um, uh, lesbian work-left out all kinds, of issues and rallying cries that should have been part of it.

And at the same time, I always felt, that, it was obvious to me, whole kinds of issues weren't exactly theorizable. Who was writing theory about women's shelters? Who was doing films about um, the battered women's movement, apart from the anti-porn crowd, whom I didn't agree with. Um, who was really looking at questions of domestic violence back then? Um, very few. It was being, there was, there was almost as though these gulfs sprung [sprang] up, between the political work on the one hand, the film making or video work on the other, and the academic theoretical work. And that the worlds that were all together when I started out, um, had become separate domains. Separate specializations. Separate vocations.

And I think it takes times of extraordinary trouble, extraordinary crisis, to bring these worlds back into discourse again, and I'd like to think, that in this um post-9/11 moment, this moment of horrific militarization. This time of horrific privatization. Um, disenfranchisement of all of us. That some new alliances will be able to come about. [? Nearly inaudible]

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